I finally scanned the best pic from the first ultrasound we had with baby3 (back in june lol).
(today i'm tidying the study and getting through that 'to do' list of things I've been putting off...slowly...slowly...!)
I had it on the fridge til a couple weeks ago. I just love it. I only took it down cause I was worried that it would fade before I got a chance to scan it and print it on proper photo paper. Tomorrow is the 4D ultrasound :) yay!
I had the strangest dream last night about delivering this baby...I can't even remember all the detail...but it was the easiest delivery imaginable. In fact, it was as if I hadn't experienced much pain or hard work. I then went and was a part of a production of some sort the same day that the baby was delivered! It gives a whole new meaning to saying, 'I want a pain-free, easy delivery' and someone saying, 'in your dreams'!!
I was pretty scared/nervous/anxious about how things would go with Malakai after delivering Josh. I think (i hope) I'm a little more philosophical about things this time. I know it's gonna hurt more than anything. I know it'll probably take ages. But ultimately, i know it's worth it. And even tho it feels like forever, it's not. And even tho the pain feels like it'll kill me, it won't.
lol, i didn't actually intend to waffle like that in this post. just wanted to post an ultrasound pic of bubs earlier in the piece and then next week sometime i'll have more pics to post :)
...back to cleaning...
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