well not THIS specifically... but inevitably, following the instruction and input from God, (like the last post) I walk away from that and find something that 'tests' what I've just received (usually within seconds). The minute I walked away from publishing that post I found my babes outside with the BBQ fat tray...not for the first time. Oh how I need help with self control during these moments so that I won't yell because I'm really frustrated.
The best thing about this morning is that I didn't yell.
I'm not HAPPY about it, I think you'd have to be a weirdo to be happy about that mess! But, with God (and with baby steps) perhaps I'm moving toward a little more self control with reactions. A little more 'stooping without sighing' (or yelling!)
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So true...and I know how you feel :) Some days I feel like I have just taught 30 kids for the day.....on its just my precious 3 year old! Mess, mess, mess - they just love it;)
Thanks Mel :) there have been plenty of days since I've had kids that I say it's EASIER to go to work sometimes! But not only are they a blessing from God and SO WORTH it, the change that God's working in me throughout the journey is a blessing too.
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