*grumpy*

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I chose this pic cause it looks restful...and unfortunately that's what I'm going to have to be like from now on :(

Earlier this week I mentioned that I'd been pretty worn out. I didn't really think anything of it til wednesday when I did some housework and then went to Belconnen to meet Aaron for lunch. Not long after lunch I was in agony...now I realise that sounds dramatic, but it was honestly so bad that I wanted to cry. We had to stop and sit for ages and even after that I wasn't a lot better. It's some sort of muscular pain right over my whole tummy, and there isn't much that alleviates it. I had it with Malakai but it was never this bad. Or this often.

So I'm trying to accept the fact that it looks like I just have to take it really easy til bubs comes. I find that very frustrating cause there's so much I want to get done! lol. And it's really only regular day-to-day stuff that's wearing me out now. But yesterday at work I felt so bad I thought I was going to be sick. So I'm admitting defeat...and hoping this baby comes sooner rather than later!

I think it's frustrating too cause it's such a busy time of year. And I'm used to just doing things when I want to. I thought today would be ok, cause I'd had a big rest this morning - but then cleaned the bathroom sink (yep, only the sink) and needed another rest. SO FRUSTRATING!

So that's why this post is called grumpy. I'm sure I'll get over it...eventually!

And despite my frustration, I realise that ultimately it's really only a short time (57 days!! YAY!) and it's DEFINITELY for something so WORTH IT :)